-=Faithful Servant=-
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Metal pierces my skin
Cool please burns within
Ice spreads from this wound
Ice mellow to a dull fire
My head lets go
My troubles, doubts, and fears fly away
I am free of this world
I have broken the chains
That bound me to my pains
The world has fallen away
I look down at my thighs
I see the many dark pin pricks in my flesh
But they mean nothing to me
I rise from the floor
Leaving my old self behind
I move forward as if in a dream
My feet plod ahead
No path have I in mind
I slowly make my into the nearby woods
Deep in the trees do I go
The sun breaks through the leaves
The light play across my face
I see her there
She is sitting by a tent
Steam flows from a mug in her hand
Her back is all I see
THe light shines through her dark hair
Passion consumes me from within
She doesn't hear me as my hands reach for her
I watch myself from far away
Lost in my dreamy state
My hands grasp her shoulder
She gasps, twists, and falls to her back
What I saw in her eyes I will not tell
They just went wide in fear
As I ripped sanity and her virginity away
Pleasure registered in my murky thoughts
The high sun fell before I left
I did not get far before I fell
Darkness introduced me to the ground
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I awoke not knowing where I was
The past is nothing in my mind
Laying there got me nothing
So I rose and started walking
Kept walking till I hit a road
I walked awhile longer
Then hitched a ride back home
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The moon was high
When I reached my bed
Blackness still consumed my past
But the dark receded as I dreamt that night
I saw myself
I saw the needle in my thigh
I saw myself rise and enter the woods
I saw her sitting there
I saw her eyes
I awoke in a start
Sweat coated my body
I shivered in the night's heat
I sit there for awhile
Then I lay back down and try to sleep
I tried to sleep for many weeks
But the dream hunts me like a lion every night
I see her eyes and I come awake
Till one night
A light turns on in the back of my mind
My past rises from its grave
I see her eyes
I flee from my bed
I feel her eyes apon me
I can't escape the gaze
I rush to the bathroom
I thro open the medicine cabinet
I grab a syringe
Thrusted it deep in the flesh of my thigh
I squeezed the drug into myself
Hoping to find an escape
Hoping my past would leave me
The familiar ice enters me
I close the cabinet
I see myself in its mirror
The dull fire start from my toes
And slowly works up my legs
My image ripples and fades
And she is standing before me
Looking out at me
My fists fly at the woman of my dreams
Shattering the mirror
I hear her screams when I ravaged her
I can take no more!
My hand grabs for my razor
I brake the blade from the handle
I slash the flesh of my arms
Cutting to the veins
My life blood flowing off my drooping finger tips
Crimson red darkens the floor
My thoughts fall away
And darkness comes for me
I hear a voice in my ear
Well done my good and faithful servant
A serpent hisses in my ear
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